So, on the job front…

There are two really great pre-schools that want me to come and teach their pre-k program full time, and I am wondering if it wouldn’t be a good idea. I mean…. Hal would get interaction with kids, I would get out of the house, and we would have a little extra spending money… I just don’t know if I am ready for a full time gig again, and do I want to miss all that fun with my kid? I am kind of worried about it all… I mean… on the one hand it sounds like a good idea, but on the other… I am scared I will miss out on all the amazing mom moments that I love so much… I don’t know what to do. I am very conflicted with this decision. I want to be there with her and I want to watch her grow up, but at the same time, I don’t want to regret sitting at home and watching the world go by. Ugh! What is the right answer here? What am I looking for? I wish I knew…