I’ve struggled with major depression my entire life, but if you met me you’d never know. The reason you’d never know is after an arduous period of trials and tribulations, I found a depression medication that works well with my brain chemistry and does a fantastic job of letting me live a happy, healthy life that isn’t overshadowed by depression. But until now I haven’t gone out of my way to tell this to people. See, if you met me you’d be all, “She’s so sweet. Just one of the happiest people ever.” And I am. When I’m not depressed. But a huge chunk of that is me following a very strict protocol for taking my medication at the same time, every day, without fail. I’ve been on the other side of this, and I don’t want to go back. I’m happy because I’m a happy person, but also because my depression is controlled by medication that allows me to feel happy.
Some people don’t see it that way, though. In fact, it really boggles my mind how many people tell me there is no reason for me to be on my anti-depressents. Most of these are people who have never met me off of them, or family, or well meaning friends and strangers who don’t understand that for some of us, this medication is the thing that is saving our lives.
It’s because of that, I wanted to write what it would sound like if we told the same thing to cancer patients that people tell me about my anti-depressents. Not because I want to make light of cancer; but because I want to make sure people understand that in both cases the medications are super duper important. They just are.
If We Talked About Cancer The Same Way We Talk About Depression
1. “My cousin had cancer and he never had to take meds.”
Well, then your cousin is a lucky person. And I’m so happy for them. No one
would should actually say this to a person going through cancer treatment, so why is it acceptable to say it to someone on medication for depression?
2. “Have you tried ‘not’ having cancer?”
I’m sure that’s exactly what they did! And people who have depression would love to try not having it, too, but since for some of us it is caused by a chemical misfire in our brains, that’s not a very practical suggestion now, is it?
3. “I think cancer isn’t real.”
Ummm…it is. It exists. Really! And so does depression.
4. “You could choose to be cancer-free if you really wanted…”
That’s such a great thought, right? I mean, a little abracadabra-y, but definitely a great thought. I wish I could choose to be depression-free, too, but unfortunately medical conditions can’t be ‘thought’ away.
5. “I heard if you do these five things the cancer goes away on its own.”
Exercise more, eat more fruits and vegetables. Take certain supplements. Dance naked in the pale moonlight. The list of ideas people have to treating medical conditions is super, duper long. But that doesn’t mean they work. For instance, did you know maple syrup does NOT treat meningitis? No, no, it’s true!
6. “Other people have it way worse than you.”
That’s true about everything except for that one final last person who has it worst of all. And we have no idea who that poor bastard is, but can you imagine how badly THEY must have it? Still, since suffering isn’t a competition, I think it’s okay for people with both cancer and depression to face their medical conditions in whatever way they need to face them.
7. “You’ll feel better tomorrow.”
Man, I know every cancer patient hopes so, and dang, I hope so, too. But if I don’t, please don’t hold that against me!
8. “I had some cancer once. It wasn’t that big a deal.”
Sure, sure! And that’s fantastic. But for some people it is. And for some people with depression, that’s a really big deal, too. I’m just saying comparing your experience to someone else’s and expecting them to have the same exact experience is not helpful and can actually be pretty disheartening.
9. “You’re being selfish.”
Who would say that to someone with cancer? No one. So why is it acceptable to say to someone with depression? It’s not.
10. “You just have to deal with it.”
And we are. Both of us. With medication, probably. And that’s what this all comes down to.