Before I get into this, I want to point out, I am a person that watches every. single. true crime series. I am sort of obsessed with them.

With that being said, Netflix’s Newest True Crime Documentary Made Me So Sick To My Stomach, I Stopped Watching. Seriously, I have no idea how it ends.

Yesterday, Netflix released a true crime series titled American Murder: The Family Next Door which is about a husband that murdered his pregnant wife and two little girls.

I have to warn you right now – if you have children, grandchildren, or even just love children in general, this is really, really hard to watch.

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Netflix new Documentary on the Watts family murders. This is done so well even though so many of us know what happened the documentary really grabs social media and paints the devastating picture of what happened to these poor kids and their mother. A must see for all crime junkies on Netflix. #Murder #wattsfamilymurders #serialkiller #TedBundy #SerialKiller #Killer #Murder #TrueCrime #TrueCrimeJunkie #RealStory #RealStories#Marino #Crime #Conspiracy#Ghost #Siri

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I won’t spoil any details surrounding the case but I will say, the details surrounding the death of Shanann Watts and her two beautiful daughters, is gut-wrenching.

As I watched this show and as it led up to the husband’s confession of murder, I felt this overwhelming sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. I felt hot and uncomfortable.

And then there it was – his confession and ya know, I thought I’d be okay.

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This weeks episode was all about the terrible murder of the Watts family by their father. This case happened two hours from where I was living at the time and it was HUGE. Listen on our website or where you listen to your podcasts. . . . . . #wattsfamilymurders #chriswatts #truecrimepodcast #truecrimecommunity #familymurder #familcide #familyannihilator #coloradomurder

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But nope!

As soon as they asked him to describe the events of that night, the night he murdered his family, I looked at my husband and said, “we need to turn this off”. He agreed.

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#celestewatts #bellawatts #shinelikeshanann #SandyRzucek #frankierzueck #wattsfamilymurders

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What that monster did to his pregnant wife – to his baby girls, was awful enough. I can’t even bear to listen to every little detail of what he did to them. I just can’t.

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Supporters! Our fifth Case File is Chris Watts. A more recent case, compared to some of the others we shared, Chris Watts, within a matter of days, went from pleading for his wife and kids to come home, to being exposed as one of Colorado's most notorious killers. Find out more… #SKYND #CASEFILE #CHRISWATTS

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This just broke my heart. I can’t even imagine and I don’t want to.

Those poor sweet angels.

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Happy 36th birthday shannan! I love you with all my heart. Your a inspiration to me. You had a kind and loving heart. You deserve all the happiness in the world. Hope your having fun up there with Bella,cece and baby nico. Rest easy! I love you to the moon and back Please pray for shamans family during this hard time

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So, my point here is, if you have a hard time with things like this, especially when it comes to children, you might want to skip this one. Consider this your trigger warning.